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小说:龙纹身的女孩| 作者:史迪格·拉森| 类别:都市言情

    dramathathadbeenpyingoutaroundMillennium.

    Theyhadlunchtogether.BlomkviststoleasidelonggPernil.Hehadnotseenhisdaughtersiurovisithimiad.HerealisedthathehadfailedtodiscusshermaniaforthatseSkellefte?withhermother.Hecouldhemthatitwashisdaughter’sobviouslyprofoundknowledgeoftheBiblethathadsethimontherighttrackregardingHarrietVanger’sdisappearance.Hehadnottalkedtohisdaughtersihen.

    Hewasnotagoodfather.

    HekissedhisdaughtergoodbyeafterthelundmetSaSlussen.TheywentouttoSandhamn.TheyhadnotseenmuchofeachothersiheMillenniumbombexploded.TheyarrivedteonChristmasEveandstayedfortheholidays.

    Blomkvistwaseainingpany,asalways,butSanderhadanuneasyfeelingthathewaslookingathereciallyoddexpressionwhenshepaidbacktheloanwithachequefor120,000kronor.

    TheytookawalktoTrovilndback,hadChristmasdiheinn,abacktothewheretheylitafireinthewoodstove,putonanElvisddevotedthemselvestosomepinoldsex.WhenSanderfromtimetotimecameupforair,shetriedtoanalyseherfeelings.

    ShehadnoproblemwithBlomkvistasalover.Therewasobviouslyaphysicattra.Andheriedtotutorher.

    Herproblemwasthatshecouldnotinterpretherownfeelingsforhibequiteho,hehadatryingabilitytoperateherdefendtogethertotalkaboutpersonalmattersandprivatefeelihoughshehadenoughseoigofhisquestions,shetalkedaboutherselfinawaythatshewouldnever,evehreatofdeath,haveimagineddoingwithanyotherperson.Itfrightenedherandmadeherfeelnakedandvulnerabletohiswill.

    Atthesametime—whenshelookeddownathisslumberingformandlisteohimsn—shefeltthatshehadneverbeforeinherlifehadsuchatrustinanotherhumanbeing.ShekhabsolutecertaintythatMikaelwouldneverusewhatheknewabouthertohurther.Itwasnotinhisnature.

    Theonlythingtheyneverdiscussedwastheirretionshiptoeachother.Shedidnotdare,andBlomkvistneverbroachedthesubject.

    Atsomepointonthemoftheseddayshecametoaterrifyingrealisation.Shehadnoideahopenedorhowsheposedtocopewithit.Shewasihefirsttimeinherlife.

    Thathewasalmosttwiceheragedidnotbotherher.NordidthefactthatatthemomenthewasohemostnewsworthypeopleinSweden,andhispicturewasevenonthecoverofNewsweek—thatwasalljustsoapopera.ButBlomkvistwasitasyordaydreauldnotpossiblyworkout.Whatdidheneedherfor?Maybeshewasjustaassthetimewhilehewaitedforsomeonewhoselifewasnotafugrathole.

    Whatshehadrealisedwasthatlovewasthatmomentwhenyourheartwasabouttoburst.

    WhenBlomkvistwokeuptethatm,shehadmadecoffeeatobuybreakfastrolls.Hejoihetableandnoticedatosomethingiitudehadged—shewasabitmorereserved.Whenheaskedherifanythingwaswrong,shegavehimaral,unprehendinglook.

    OnthefirstdaybetweenChristmasandNewYear’s,BlomkvisttookthetrainuptoHedestad.HewaswearinghiswarmestclothesandhisproperwintershoeswhenFrodemethimatthestationandquietlygratutedhimonthemediasuess.ItwasthefirsttimesinceAugustthathehadvisitedHedestad,anditwasalmostexactlyoneyearagosincehehadvisiteditforthefirsttime.Theychattedpolitely,buttherewasalsoagreatdealthathadgoneunsaidbetweenthem,andBlomkvistfeltunfortable.

    Everythinghadbeenprepared,andthebusinesswithFrodetookonlyafewminutes.Frodeofferedtodepositthemoneyinavefnbankaount,butBlomkvistinsistedthatitshouldbepaidlikeanormal,legitimatefeetohispany.

    “I’taffordanyothertypeofpayment,”hesaidcurtlywhenFrodepersisted.

    Thepurposeofhisvisitwasnotsolelyfinancial.Blomkvisthadleftclothes,s,andanumberofhisownthingsiagewhenheandSanderhadabandonedHedebyihaste.

    Vangerwasstillfraifterhisillness,buthewasathome.Hewasbeinglookedafterbyaprivatenurse,whorefusedtoallowhimtotakelongwalks,orstairs,ordiscussanythingthatmightupsethim.Duringtheholidayshehadalsoedownwithaslightcoldandwasorderedtobed.

    “Besideswhich,she’sexpensive,”Vangerpined.

    Blomkvistkhattheoldmancouldaffordanysuchexpense—sideringhowmanykronorhehadwrittenoffhistaxesallhislife.Vangergavehimasullenlookuntilhestartedughing.

    “Whatthehell,youwerewortheverykrona.Iknewyouwouldbe.”

    “Totellyouthetruth,IhoughtI’dsolveit.”

    “Ihavenoiionofthankingyou,”Vangersaid.

    “Ididn’texpectyouwould.I’mjustheretotellyouthatIsiderthejobdone.”

    Vangercurledhislips.“Youhaven’tfihejob,”hesaid.

    “Iknowthat.”

    “Youhaven’twrittentheVangerfamilyicle,whichwasagreed.”

    “Iknowthat.I’mnotgoingtowriteit.Infact,I’twriteit.I’twriteabouttheVangerfamilyandleaveoutthemosttraleventofthepastdecades.HowcouldIwriteachapteraboutMartin’speriodasdpretendthatIdon’tknowwhat’sinhisbasement?Ialso’twritethestorywithoutdestroyingHarriet’slifeallain.”

    “Iuandyourdilemma,andI’mgratefulforthedecisionthatyou’vemade.”

    “gratutions.You’vemaocorruptme.I’mgoingtodestroyallmynotesaaperecsI’vemadeofourversations.”

    “Idon’tthinkthatyou’vebeencorrupted,”Vangersaid.

    “That’swhatitfeelslike.AndIthinkthat’swhatitis.”

    “Youhadtochoosebetweenyourroleasajournalistandyourroleasahumanbeing.IcouldneverhaveboughtyoursilendI’mquitecertainthatyouwouldhaveexposedusifHarriethadturiohavebeenimplicated,orifyouthoughtIwasacretin.”

    Blomkvistdidnotreply.

    “We’vetoldCeciliathewholestory.FrodeandIwillsoonbegone,andHarrietisgoingtoneedsupportfromsomeohefamily.Ceciliawillpyanactiveroleontheboard.SheandHarrietwillbeinchargeofthefirmfromnowon.”

    “Howdidshetakeit?”

    “Shewasveryshakeabroadforawhile.Iwasevenafraidshewouldn’teback.”

    “Butshedid.”

    “MartinwasohefewpeopleinourfamilythatCeciliaalwaysgotalongwith.Itwasveryhardforhertofindoutthetruthabouthim.Shealsoknohatyoudidforthefamily.”

    Blomkvistshrugged.

    “Sothankyou,Mikael,”Vangersaid.

    “Besides,Icouldn’twritethestorybecauseI’vehadituptoherewiththeVangerfamily.Buttellme,howdoesitfeeltobeCEOagain?”

    “It’sonlytemporary,but…IwishIwereyounger.I’monlywthreehoursaday.Allthemeetingsareheldinthisroom,andDirchhassteppedinagainasmyenforcerifasup.”

    “Thejuniorexecutivesmustbequakingintheirboots.IttookmeawhiletorealisethatDirchwasn’tjustanoldsweetieofafinanciadviserbutalsosomeonewhosolvesproblemsforyou.”

    “Exactly.ButalldecisionsaremadewithHarriet,aheonewho’sdoingthelegworkintheoffice.”

    “Howarethingsgoingforher?”

    “Sheiedbothherbrother’saher’sshares.Shetrolsabout33pertofthecorporation.”

    “Isthatenough?”

    “Idon’tknoxanderhasseenthathehasaakeanimpadhasalliedhimselfwithBirger.MybrotherHaraldhasdwon’tlivemuger.Hewastheonlyremainingpersonwithrgeshareholdingsof7pert,whichhischildrenwilli.CeciliaandAnitawillbeonHarriet’sside.”

    “Theheryou’lltrol,what,45pert.”

    “Thatkindofvotingcartelhasneverexistedwithinthefamilybefore.Plentyofshareholderswithowopertwillvoteagainstus.HarrietisgoingtosueedmeasFebruary.”

    “Thatwon’tmakeherhappy.”

    “No,butit’snecessary.Wehavetotakeinsomenewpartnersandnewblood.WealsohavethecetocolboratewithherpanyinAustralia.Therearepossibilities.”

    “Where’sHarriettoday?”

    “You’reoutofluck.She’sinLondon.Butshewouldverymuchliketoseeyou.”

    “I’llseeheratourboardmeetinginJanuaryifshe’sgoingtotakeyourpce.”

    “Iknow.”

    “IthinkthatsherealisesthatIwillneverdiscusspehesixtieswithanyoneexceptforErikaBerger,andIdon’tseewhyErikaoknow.”

    “Shedoes.You’reapersonwithmorals,Mikael.”

    “ButalsotellherthateverythingshedoesfromnowoncouldendupinthemagaziheVangerCorporationwon’thaveafreepassfromscrutiny.”

    “I’llwarnher.”

    BlomkvistleftVangerwheartedtodozeoff.Hepackedhisbelongingsintotwosuitcases.Asheclosedthedoortothecottageforthesttime,hepausedandtheovertoCecilia’shouseandknocked.Shewasnothome.Hetookouthispocketdar,toreoutapage,andwrote:Iwishyouallthebest.Trytofiveme.Mikael.Heputthenoteiterbox.ArihristmasdleshohekitwindowofMartinVanger’semptyhouse.

    HetookthesttrainbacktoSto.

    DuringtheholidaysSautherestoftheworld.Shedidnotanswerhertelephoneandshedidnotturer.Shespenttwodayswashingundry,scrubbing,andingupherapartment.Year-oldpizzaboxesandneerswerebundledupandcarrieddownstairs.Shedraggedoutatotalofsixbckrubbishbagsaypaperbagsfullofneers.Shefeltasifshehaddecidedtostartanewlife.Shethoughtaboutbuyinganeartment—whenshefoundsomethingsuitable—butfornowheroldpcewouldbemoredazzlinglythanshecouldeverremember.

    Theasifparalysed,thinking.Shehadneverinherlifefeltsuchalonging.ShewantedMikaelBlomkvisttthedoorbelnd…whatthen?Liftherofftheground,holdherinhisarms?Passioakeherintothebedroomandtearoffherclothes?No,shereallyjustwantedhispany.Shewaohearhimsaythathelikedherforwhoshewas.Thatshewassomeonespecialinhisworldandinhislife.Shewantedhimtogivehersomegestureoflove,notjustoffriendshipandpanionship.I’mflippingout,shethought.

    Shehadnofaithinherself.Blomkvistlivedinaworldpoputedbypeoplewithrespectablejobs,peoplewithorderlylivesandlotsofgrown-uppoints.Hisfriendsdidthings,wentonTV,andshapedtheheadlines.Whatdoyouneedmefor?Sander’sgreatestfear,whichwassohugeandsobckthatithobicproportions,wasthatpeoplewouldughatherfeelings.Andallofasuddenallhercarefullystructedself-fidenceseemedtocrumble.

    That’swhenshemadeuphermind.Ittookherseveralhourstomobilisethenecessaryce,butshehadtoseehimandtellhimhowshefelt.

    Anythingelsewouldbeunbearable.

    Sheneededsomeexcusetoknohisdoor.ShehadnotgivenhimanyChristmaspresent,butsheknewwhatshewasgoingtobuy.Inajunkshopshehadseenanumberofmetadvertisingsignsfromthefifties,withembossedimages.OhesignsshowedElvisPresleywithaguitaronhishipandacartoonballoonwiththewordsHEARTBREAKHOTEL.Shehadnosenseforinteriordesign,butevenshecouldtellthatthesignwouldbeperfectfortheinSandhamn.Itcost780kronor,andonprincipleshehaggledandgotthepriockeddownto700.Shehadited,putitunderherarm,andheadedovertohispBellmansgatan.

    AtHatanshehappeogowardsKaffebarandsawBlomkvistingoutwithBergerintow.Hesaidsomething,andsheughed,puttingherarmaroundhiswaistandkissinghischeek.TheyturneddownBr?nnkyrkagataninthedireofBellmansgatan.Theirbodynguageleftnoroomformisinterpretations—itwasobviouswhattheyhadinmind.

    ThepainwassoimmediateandsofiercethatLisbethstoppedinmid-stride,incapableofmovement.Partofherwaorushafterthem.ShewaakethemetalsignahesharpedgetocleaveBerger’sheadintwo.Shedidnothingasthoughtsswirledthroughhermind.Analysisofsequences.Finallyshecalmeddown.

    “atheticfoolyouare,Sander,”shesaidoutloud.

    Sheturnedonherheehometohernewlyspotlessapartment.AsshepassedZinkensdamm,itstartedtosnow.ShetossedElvisintoadumpster.

    ANOTEABOUTTHEAUTHOR

    StiegLarssonwastheeditoriheantiracistmagazineExpo,andfortwehegraphicseditorataSwedishnewsagency.Aleadingexpertonantidemocratic,right-wiremistandNazianizations,hediedin2004.

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    inallypublishedinSwedenasM?nSomHatarKvinnorbyNorstedts,Sto,in2005.PublishedwithagreementofNorstedtsAgency.Cht?2005byNorstedtsAgency.ThistranstiinallypublishediBritainbyMacLehosePress,animprintofQuercus,London.PublishedbyarrawithQuercusPublishingPLC.

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    Larsson,Stieg,1954–2004.

    TheGirlwiththedragontattoo/byStiegLarsson;transtedfromtheSwedishbyRegKeend.

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    inallypublished:Sto:Norstedt,2005.

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